I cant afford food and practically starve because im afraid to work (read please...)?

ive been searching jobs for a while now and its really hard. ive never had a job so i know my unemployment history hurts me. i wish i could offer some advice but id be a hypocrite now fallowing my own advice. right now im looking into doing volunteer work to get some credit because i am that selfish in that volunteering should be about what u can do to help others lol. but if volunteering can help you do things your interested in to build confidence and get over your work anxiety you should give it a shot.